I like to think that some days, I tried very hard
I remember moments, when I cried very hard
I like to think we had something great
I always knew, her heart may break
I don’t say it with a smile, and I never kissed her without one
She told me she couldn’t leave me behind; I could actually see it in her eyes
I wanted to look; to stare in them back
Knowing what I did; I can’t look back
I took the trust that she gave me
Wishing something in her eyes might save me
A soul that wanders is a soul that hurts
But a soul that doesn’t move on is a soul that doesn’t learn
I was comfortable with her, for too many days
Always knowing, her love I’d waste
Not because I didn’t want it
Not because I didn’t love it
I don’t think I deserve such a girl
That could remain with me knowing she wasn’t my world
I know I looked, in her eyes
Told her “I love you,” and she knew it was a lie
I loved her being, in my life
But not for a second, did I see a wife
Without even the little chance, how could I ever, show her real romance?
How can I love her with all my heart? Always knowing I broke us apart
Many nights, lie ahead
Lying awake, thinking what I said
It won’t be easy, I know it’s true
It will not be easy, without you
You’ll move on and I’ll remember your lips too well
Always remembering, how my heart first fell
My heart may always, hold you close
But I could never be the man that would love you most
So many memories, upon which my mind will dwell
So many good nights; how fast we fell
Though I know, it’ll be rough on my heart
Today I make a promise that I cannot break
It is too myself but for both our sake’s
I took you for granted – I took your heart
Knowing it shouldn’t belong to me, from the start
I promise myself, to let you be free
We’ve already had our second chance
It’s so sad we never did dance
There is no winning each other back this time
Your heart will never, be friend to mine
It’s not what I wish, nor what I desire
But it seems this time we both burned in the Mexican fire
So soon ago, there was moments of hope
So soon ago, I was holding you close
Promising more- and believing it true
Then a car drove away- and I no longer have you
It’s hard to imagine; it’s hard to believe
I had no defense to tears; watching you leave
So soon ago you were more than a ghost
One of many that haunts my past
Knowing how long; alone I’ll probably last
It won’t be easy, but it never is
I’ll always remember, our last kiss
But now I must say good bye and try to believe
Sick at my self- your love- and how I did treat it
I wish your happiness with most of my heart
Please believe in yourself, you can go far
My life will be missing that which you gave
I promise to always, remember your name
It saddens me so, to see you leave
But I made my bed, so in it I shall sleep.